No one could ever been through with what I experienced and not feel shaken by all that has happened. I went from a perfectly healthy man, to spending 11 days in the hospital. To become someone that has to see a Heart Doctor every couple of weeks. You just feel “Why Me?!!!” My diet really wasn’t that bad, I ate less salt than some people I know. I know I could get in to a long winded rant of me feeling sorry for myself. Or how unhinged I feel ATM, where…well let me say I been taking a lot of silly photos. Most of which I know I am going to delete once this feeling is over.
But despite all that has happened to me I am feeling better mentally as my strength returns. I hate being weak and unable to do things I can not do. But I guess it’s my nature to fight back. Which is a good thing, and I do know this feeling of depression will go away sooner or later.
Furry Times 